January 6th 2012
Day 5
Today vaguely remembering, I had a strange dream that I was back in junior high school. Sitting in class with my classmates, we were waiting for the teacher to come in. With no sight of her, I and my friend and one of the “bad girls” decided to be the teacher. We closed the doors and started acting like we were in control by doing our own thing. Then a substitute teacher walked in and everyone rushed to their seats. She couldn’t speak English that well, and mumbled everything she said. Behind her back 3 of my classmates, mischievously sneaked out of the classroom and headed down the stairs to the school yard. Apparently they were going to get their phones from their backpacks which had mysteriously been outside. Inside, one of the bad girls who were still in class decided to do the stupidest thing ever. When the teacher was writing on the board, she stood on top of the radiator, opened the window, and stepped OUT onto the ledge about 10 stories high. Holding on to nothing but the window shade ropes; she called out to the rest of her friends just to say, “Bring me my phone”!!! With me being afraid that she would fall, I went and pulled her back in. After about 5 minutes, I saw her jumping out the window again. This time she had tied the rope around her waist, and she was about the climb down from the window. It was weird because no one was noticing this except me. After she was out the window and about to go down, 3 teachers standing in the school yard saw her. Immediately they started to run to get security. The girl coming down the window, made her way down as fast as she could, and started running out the gate. She ran and with security guards following her I and the rest of my friends starting running after them. Somehow she had escaped and she was nowhere to be found. The security reported that she was dead. But if it hadn’t gotten any stranger, I and that girl were suddenly running back to the school and praying. It magically occurred to me that I was here and there at the same time. After we finished prayed, the dream was over.
Chapter reading: 1 Peter 1
Meditated on: Therefore, prepare your minds for action; be self-controlled; set your hope fully on the grace to be given you when Jesus Christ is revealed. 1 Peter 1:13
Praying for these things:
Major
- For a reverential fear of God
- To hear God’s voice and to somehow get a glimpse of him
- For Family’s Immigration status (Greencard)
- Financial blessings
Minor
- New House
- Car/ License
- Macbook pro
- Future relationship
As the fast progresses and week 1 ends, I look back to see that God is already bringing me closer to himself. It’s the one thing I desire more than anything. He’s also been teaching me that he is a God to be feared. But yet he loves and comforts those that fear him. I’m not talking about a “scared” fear. I’m referring to a reverential fear. A fear that causes me to obey him in everything and to fall at his feet in holiness. This is what I seek after. I also continue to pray and fast for Jesus. To obey his commands and to pray that God spears his people this year. What a wonderful God he is. He always protects his people!!! GOD IS SOO GOOD !!!
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